There are still some bluebells to be seen. They won't last much longer. The wild garlic flowers are dying off a bit now.
Sunday 30 April 2023
Love the yellow fields.
There are still some bluebells to be seen. They won't last much longer. The wild garlic flowers are dying off a bit now.
Saturday 29 April 2023
Shopping at Booth House Farm
Friday 28 April 2023
Checking out a Farm Shop
What did I get for £30. I shall be going again. It made a nice change to pick up a few new items to try. This is not going to save me any money, but it was fun. I made a video which I will upload tomorrow.
Have a good weekend. Toodle pip. ilona
Thursday 27 April 2023
Buzzing
I had to laugh when I read the Government announcement that they were planning an emergency test alert signal to be sent to all mobile phones. Apparently it was a loud buzz with a message flashing up on the screen. It was timed to happen at 3pm on Sunday. I didn't get one, where was mine. 😱
There has been a lot of speculation about what constitutes an emergency which is so serious that requires all of us to be ready for whatever might happen. A heavy downpour of rain for instance, perhaps hit by lightening, or maybe an alien spaceship landing on our country and obliterating most of mankind.
I see from the discussions that followed the test alert, that many people did not quite grasp the thinking behind the experiment. People were happy to report that they did indeed receive the buzz and the message, others were quite miffed that nothing came through on their phone. What a disappointment, all that build up for nothing.
Some of us are one step ahead of the Government trickeries being foisted upon us. The Nudge Unit are playing a blinder by moving us along to the next so called pretend disaster. They have just wasted 2 million £'s on this test.
The idea behind it was to test how compliant people would be in the face of some impending disaster. It was a data collection exercise, they need to know how much control they can muster, and the demographic location of all the phones capable of receiving the alerts.
Project Fear has worked well up to now, they need to come up with new ideas of how to control the masses. I can't wait to see what they come up with next.
Katie explains it better than I can.
Toodle pip. ilona
Tuesday 25 April 2023
I am well.
Today I have been de cluttering, sorting through stuff I have collected, stuff that might come in useful for something. I am being brutal, giving stuff away, chucking it in the bin, and yesterday I took some stuff to the tip. There is stuff that I haven't touched for years, I am never going to use it. This process will take a while, I will go through everything I own and decide what goes and what stays.
It's been a nice day and I have mowed the lawn. The bins are out on the front awaiting collection tomorrow. I had a soak in the bath. So life is back to normal.
Someone has sent me a comment on the yoootooob channel. I have had lots, I have read them all but haven't replied to any of them. Most of them don't need a reply, they are just nice people who wish me well.
One comment is quite worrisome. I copy it here.
Ilona, please check in. Even if just to tell me to mind my own business. I hope you did not have a relapse and that you continue to be on the road to recovery.
This person is letting their imagination run wild. I have given no indication about my health deteriorating, there is no need for anyone to worry about me. Everything is under control.
There are aspects of my life that I do not wish to share. I don't want the responsibility of people worrying about me if they don't hear from me. I am well. If I don't post on the blog, or don't make a video, it's because I have nothing to say. This is about simplifying my life. Blocking comments means I take back control of my life.
Bye for now. ilona
Sunday 23 April 2023
Catch up video.
Friday 21 April 2023
True friend
Thursday 20 April 2023
Slowly but surely.
It's a strange journey I am on. I am not used to being ill, but ho hum, it is what it is. I'm playing the waiting game. Resting has given me a lot of time to get my thoughts together. Things start to click into place. It is no longer important for me to sit at the computer for hours. When people expect to see blog posts and video's churned out on a regular basis, then question why I haven't posted in a few days, that's my cue to walk away. I don't want the pressure.
I won't be abandoning the ship however. From now on the computer will spend more hours switched off, than it will be switched on. I need to get off the treadmill. My blog posts will be short and simple from now on as I reclaim my life back.
Thank you to those who have sent me emails. I will get round to replying eventually.
Toodle pip. ilona
Tuesday 18 April 2023
Looking up
Things are looking up. Day five and this Convid bug thingy has fizzled out. I have slept a lot, and sat around doing nothing. Easing myself gently back into normal life. Steady little tasks that take very little effort. Put dirty washing into machine and hang on line when it's done. Spud in the microwave with grated cheese. Porridge with a banana. Simple food. Did a bit of hand sewing today, and put the wheelie bin out at the front gate. Fed the cats myself. Nothing too taxing.
I want to keep up this steady slower pace of life, so the plan is to eliminate anything that creates stress. The only time I will be checking on what is going on with the current situation, is to keep myself up to date. Anyone else who is interested in that subject should do their own research. For three years I have shared links to articles and videos, which never make it onto main stream media.
I have no regrets. I knew from the start that the whole WEF, WHO, the Pandemic, The Climate Crisis, The War, Build Back Better, the Fourth Industrial Revolution, and Globalisation, was all built on lies. And so it will continue. The Western World do not have leaders, they are under orders from the Bankers, Big Tech, and Big Pharma. The most powerful are evil psychopaths and they will stop at nothing.
There are a lot of good people fighting for democracy, for our freedoms. I hope they carry on.
Bye for now. ilona
Monday 17 April 2023
Still resting.
Just a quick hello. Thank you to those who have sent me emails. I will get round to replying to them soon. Everything is fine here, enjoying some me time in this lovely weather. I needed to take a step back, to stop, to take stock of where I am going. I ain't no spring chicken any more. I'll be back in a few days. Toodle pip. ilona
Friday 14 April 2023
Resting
When I came back from my walk yesterday the last mile was a struggle. Five miles has always been easy for me. Aching legs and back, shoulder and neck muscles feeling tight, and uncontrollable shivering. I was glad to get back in the house. I put the heating on and layered up. An early night for me.
I didn't sleep well, up and down to the bathroom. Today Janet came in to feed the cats, my energy was completely depleted. I have been in bed for most of the day.
I wasn't going to switch the computer on, but curiosity got the better of me. I want to know what is going on in the world. I see things are going from bad to worse. Shocking scenes of riots in France. Unarmed people being beaten up by baton swinging riot squad. The Two Freds speaking about people losing trust in the medical system. They speak the truth. Last night I wondered if I should call for an ambulance, I felt pretty rotten. No, not much point. I don't want to lie on a trolley for 12 hours waiting for a doctor to see me. I will stick it out at home.
After a day of doing nothing I am feeling a bit better. I know I have been pushing myself too hard. I expect my body to keep up, but at 74 next month, I have to be realistic. Maybe have a few more days of doing nothing. I will struggle with that because I hate wasting time, but looking after my health is important.
Sorry but comments still closed. I can't face dealing with all the negativity that is thrown at me. People have to sort their own lives out. Bed time. Goodnight.
ilona
Thursday 13 April 2023
How much does cat food cost.
Cancelling type two diabetes
Wednesday 12 April 2023
Food shopping video
Tuesday 11 April 2023
Another crafty picture.
Good Golly
Monday 10 April 2023
Happiness is taking a walk
The ducks were scattered about around the pond. I think it must be mating season. I felt sorry for one female who was trying to fight off four males. The poor thing. I had to step in and shoooo them away.
Sunday 9 April 2023
From the heart.
Saturday 8 April 2023
The steam train now arriving at Pickering . . .
Passing all the stationary carriages, they begin to hook it back up to what is now the front end.
I had time for a bimble around Pickering, while enjoying my favourite icecream, a Magnum of course. A look at the church, and explore the nearby shops.
Friday 7 April 2023
Tuesday morning at Whitby
Thursday 6 April 2023
Meet up in Whitby.
I had brought food with me, plus a quiche I bought from the Co op. As it was getting dark I got into my bed. I kept my clothes on apart from the trousers. No point in stripping off just to get cold. I slept well under my duvet. and woke with the sun streaming in at 7am.